I have 11 weeks left until Xenomorph is here. Anxiety is starting to build up, I don't really know what to expect other than PAIN! I am pretty much all sorted I have everything she needs, just the little bits to get now. Nothing has been built yet, it took me over an hour to…Read more 11 Weeks.
For anyone dealing with a narcissist it can be extremely challenging and draining. You find yourself constantly questioning reality, your sanity and who you can trust. Breaking free of a narcissist can be difficult, you may feel they force their presence upon you even more, you may even feel stalked at times. It can be…Read more Not Alone.
With Xenomorph kicking like crazy I have noticed how attached my cat has become to being next to the bump. He's always been a clingy cat when it comes to me but lately he always has to be next the the bump. I've noticed that if Xenomorph is moving enough that you can actually see…Read more The Xenomorph And The Cat.
I've found social media to be such a negative space at the moment. It's always been full of negativity, but recently it seems worse than ever. I found myself wasting my life looking at people having pointless debates, people judging others, friends arguing and comparing my life to others. I felt like my days weren't…Read more Take A Break.
I haven’t posted in a while; I took some time away from the internet to focus on baby Xenomorph and getting things ready for her arrival. Just over 3 months until she makes her appearance. I have been buying some more clothes for her, I’ve tried to get clothes in a few different sizes just…Read more Life Is Good!
I wonder what a younger version of me would of thought of my life and where I am now. I never saw my life going this way. I blame Disney. We all have this rose tinted perspective of how life will be when we are kids and then reality hits. I would tell younger me…Read more If 5 Year Old Me Could See Me Now.
I've been trying to break bad habits. My bad habits always included... Giving in to narcissists.Over-thinking.Allowing negative people to dictate my life. Never being kind to myself. Not taking 5 minutes out of the day to look after my mental wellbeing.Not doing the things that make me happy, in order to make others happy. A…Read more Bye Bad Habits, Hello Good Habits.
Yesterday I took a break from my phone, social media and anything to do with the news. Going on social media my newsfeeds are taken up with Covid, protests, arguments, busy bodies saying "My neighbour has had a visitor, I'm reporting them to the police" and endless post of "Save the NHS" All of these…Read more No News Is Good News.
All I had to do today was go shopping for food and not get distracted. Well I got distracted, I now don't have half the food I wanted or needed but I do have 4 new outfits for baby Xenomorph, muslin clothes, socks for Xenomorph and tights. I promised myself walking in the shop that…Read more I Had One Job, Just One.
This morning I was awoken by baby Xenomorph kicking away again. She definitely does like to start the day early that's for sure. Today's list of things to do. Food shopping. Hunt down more baby Xenomorph things. Clean the flat.Finish the last chapter of my book. Make time to catch up on filling in my…Read more Hello World.